submerge yourself.

"To see you when I wake up is a gift

I didn't think could be real.

To know know that you feel the same as I do

Is a three-fold utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.

So would I be out of line, If I said

I miss you...

I see your picture, I smell your skin  on

the empty pillow next to mine.

You have only been gone ten days,

But already I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again

whether far or soon.

But I need you to know that I care

and I miss you."

                                        -Incubus

Current Mood: lonely

Current Music: Incubus

Michi's words yesterday:  

R.D Laing said "Life is a sexually transmitted disease". How true, and in times like these oblivion is the only antidote.

God, nostalgia's kicking on me again. So many memories I've shared with this intelligent, witty, sarcastic, and humorous, woman. She's seen my worst and she never judged me. She helped me out when I was drowning in sea of solitude and desperation. I love her to death and miss her dearly. My admiration for her continues to grow even at this very moment. I miss your flat and the view of the traffic down Ayala. I still recall the interesting conversations we've had about  mundanities in life, questioning our very existence in this world and loneliness and despair.  Yeah, mich. Fuck conformity. We don't give  a shit. ;)

I'm holding on to everything that matters to me and I'm not planning to let go.

Oh and one more thing, I couldn't stop myself from posting this :

This is just too god damn funny.

Current Mood: tired

Current Music: happier this way- Splender

 God! Itz one of THOSE days again...I woke up at 6 am and dragged myself to Cultural Studies class. Lecture was alright I suppose but half way through it, exhaustion started kicking in. Honestly, I'm still tired. I mean I just got back early Sunday, had to rush and do my major essay [thanx to Brett, Ellie, and Claire who reminded about this major project. The messages started coming through as soon as i turned on my phone in the airport...], clean the house, do the laundry, and run errands. As if I'm not undergoing the process of a fuckin life changing event. Some things are just not fair.

Ok, whatever. Had to get that out of system. Anyway, back track here.... I decided to skip two of my other classes coz really, I just couldn't be bothered anymore. After Tara's lecture, Jolene and I headed straight to Subiaco.

Good ambience + great company+ a latte + rain outside the cafe +an interesting conversation= a soothing remedy for the depressed and irritated ones [at least for a while].

After eating we went around the small boutiques. Saw a  gorgeous pair of mavi jeans, but i had to refrain myself from buying it because I HAVE to save. 

When I got home, I got another bill from my mobile [Yes, I have again over used my phone] and decided to once and for all, pay it. Unfortunately, during the process of this simple task, I left my money in my apartment so I had to go back. On my way to the post office I realized I left the freakin' bill this time! The girl who was emotionally, and physically drained had to return home once more.

Now I am left with another essay to do, questions to answer for discussion tomorrow, phone calls to make and piles of readings to finish. What a wonderful way to end a crappy day.

I'm telling you, I'm just so out of it.

Current Mood: exhausted

Current Music: Brick -Ben folds Five